I've...

I've been meaning to blog for sometime, but with my trusted laptop going ape shit on me and refusing to work, plus the super tight arsed fire wall at work..I was unable to stay inspired long enough to access the blog sphere. Nonetheless, a lot has happened..

I've manage to shed the ugly skin I had on, the skin filled with scars and hatred, bullet wounds and abuse. I am happy to report that I am happier these days and its amazing how little things help you gain a positive outlook in life.

I've learnt to be grateful...regardless of the situation. Sure, perpetually happy people still don't fail to annoy me but Life is going to kick you in the shins every moment it gets. May as well enjoy it and be happy whenever you can.

I've fallen in love..for a long time as long as I can remember, I just yearned to feel special, important, wanted and beautiful. Of course, you become the occasional Oprah and look in the mirror and go 'you are a beautiful woman Sharon, you do not need a man to make you feel special' That is absolutely correct. However, when every guy that has ever entered your life, ripped your soul and made you feel filthy and ugly, it gets harder to give yourself that pep talk sometimes. Nevertheless, just when I decided to shut the door and take solace in a big shoe...Cupid hits me with the biggest bow he can find.

All I can say is, when the person you've dreamt off appears in your doorstep by all means start unbolting those locks.

I've done it all, I've pinched myself, been cynical, blunt, rude, and lastly fallen head over heels and the cherry on the icing of the cake is, he feels the same way

Hear ye Hear ye, order is now restored in the world.